I have been told i can talk a lot but at the moment i have a lot to say but i don't know how to write it down. It seems i know a lot of people who are all craving the same thing. Love.
A simple little world yet it means to much to everyone. We love our family, Friends and Lovers. However for everyone this one word has many expectations. So many different expectations.
Everyone wants love, no matter what we crave it in some form. Whether it be from family or friends or that really great guy or girl we want to find. I know many people that i have the same thought for, is that i wish them luck in finding somebody to make them extremely happy. That somebody who makes them smile but not just any smile but 'that smile'. That everything is fantastic smile. Somebody who will make the person feel so loved that they are consumed with it. Somebody who just looks at you in that way that just makes you know that everything is great with that person around.
I have met only a few people who have had those sort of qualities in their reltionship and i feel they are really lucky to find that person. It just makes you feel warm inside because you know that sort of thing does exist in the world yet however you also feel that numbing coldness is well where you know you don't have that. I beleive it is the one time you can be so cold and yet feel so warm at the same time.
Myself. I have many ideas of what love is like with someone you have that sort of connection with. I will admit on many occassions i have thought i felt that beginning spark where you think this connection you have with someone will turn into something great. However it doesn't work out in some way or some form. So you are just happy being their friend instead. Because at least in some way you get to keep that connection and still feel happy you have someone else that is close to you. The circle of ever growing friends.
However like anyone we do crave for the other half that is supposedly our soul mate. You can ask anyone of my friends and they will admit i am quite the romantic because i am always loving those type of films that have the perfect love scenes and the type of things you see with people when your out and about that radiate that happiness you just wish you had it or were close to finding it.
Well i am tired and i have lots more to say but right now i kinda feel lonely and i fancy sleeping of the lonelyness night world hopefully some of you have the one that makes you happy.
Hopefully my friends will find that happyiness soon too.
Hopefully myself too......
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