Ok, i will admit typing another post minutes after i just posted another just says how much free time do i have? Even thou i am a uni student i am not hurrying my work when i have an extenstion to do it.
I guess i am typing another blog so soon is because since i came out of hospital, i have many thoughts now that i am by myself a lot to recover.
So many things that i think off yet i know not how to express them. My biggest thought is that of what i have blogged about before, yet i am a firm beleiver that it does exist. I love seeing it for real even if i am a spectator and not experiencing it myself because the looks, the atomsphere, just everything you see just makes you think lucky people.
I love how life can bless the many different people that are in the world with different forms of happiness. When someone finds that best friend that you just can't live without. (Can't have a lauren without a libor and can't have a libor without a lauren) Having the family around you to support you even if they are far away some place else. Having that person that just makes everything seem so right that you just can't live without them (Whether they are friends or a lover) So many different things yet i come across people that want to give it all up.
To these people is life really so bad that they have to give up, sometimes i just think that maybe they just can't help but want to find a way to make the pain go away and it seems to be the only option. Sometimes these decisions can't be helped but i wish i could help them just if it makes them see a little light about a life we have been granted even if we do find little happiness, we can at least be happy we found some sort of happiness in a world that seems to have many sorrows.
I beleive i have many forms of happiness in my life, my family, my friends and many other things that are very small yet give me a lot to be happy about. I haven't found 'Mr. Right' as some would call him but i am hopeful that i will find that someone.
My family are a major peice of happiness i have cause i may be a pain in the ass daughter with the amount of problems i have had since i have came to leicester, but no matter what there always there trying to find some way to solve the problem or give me that support which i will find i will always need from them because i happily admit i would never be able to have a foundation if my family wern't part of the supports.
My friends, i love them all to peices. At the moment i am away from some of them but even if their away from me there always making me smile, can't wait to return to them soon. I will repeat what i said before if i didn't have the great friends i have i wouldn't have a foundation because i find that their there when the shit comes crumbling down.
Lauren: my big sister in every sense of the word, love her to peices, always making me smile and laugh at some random comment, most of the time it is her blunt responses that make me laugh so much. She always tries her best and would do anything for her friends without a second thought. Wouldn't change one bit about her and i find leicester and uni isn't the same without having big sister lauren about.
Libor: What can i say..... You don't meet many guys that you can happily say with full confidence that he is a good guy through and through. I happily say that is exactly libor. One heck of a good guy and i find myself lucky to know him. He has an ironic nickname Dr. Hurt because he is the oppsite of the name, always wanting to help and will always think of everything little thing he can do just to get a smile. So i am happy when he is all smiles.
Olly: Has the most random stories to tell me and always making me giggle in lectures. i find that there is still more to know about him but i am looking forward to finding out. Media wouldn't be the same if their wasn't olly in them.
Dan: Has so many problems in his life that he just doesn't deserve. i just wish i could take away all his pain and throw it out the window or something. Such a nice guy and demon tv wouldn't be the same if he wasn't there.
I am sure there are many other people but i will admit it is past 1 in the morning and i am tired. so i will finish my rant for now and tuck myself into bed, but my mind feels a lot more lighter.
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