Hello world, i am back again to spread more news about my life into the internet system.
I can say it has been a sorta hectic couple of days. Being here, doing this, catching up with this person and going out to this place. I can admit thou i would no have it any other way.
At the moment the biggest problem i face in my life, is whether or not i should take a chance with something. At the moment my thoughts are a confused jumble words and sentences which i just can't put right. I am telling myself one thing and then telling myself something different.
I guess you could say it is a fight between my heart and brain and at the moment it seems like my heart is winning out.
I guess that is the thing with chances we either take them or let it pass us by. I personaly don't like the idea of chances passing us by. Like the chance to go on holiday and experience something entirely new. For me i actually get to do some serious thinking about this chance. i will admit now after a few days of having to think about it i am starting to finally piece words and sentences together so i am able to understand things clearly.
I was finally able to go out last night and have a laugh and a bit of a dance and i am happy to report i had one good night. I also got an early christmas present in the form of cowboy guns :) Very happy with that (gotta love the law society social - Russell Espicially).
Well that is basically a update of some of the major things that have passed in the story that is my life. Some confusion and some down right good :)
I have recently been taking a walk down memory lane, mainly to many friends i have had over the years. Some friends i will admit stand out more than others because i used to think i shared that unbreakable bond of friendship with them, however i have come to understand that many friends i have had in the past had hurt me majorly at one point.
3 Friends i were extemely close with didn't like the fact i got a boyfriend and it was getting serious so they actually set up a hate group about me and asked all my friends around me to join, shockingly enough a forth of them did.
'Friendship' for me i am never able to define it, because i find that with everyone you meet your friendship is different with each and everyone. One friend may be the person you go to for advice and youy offer yours in return, another friend may be the one you always joke around with and another friend may offer you that kind of friendship that is special and unbreakable that you find that you miss them when you don't see them that day.
Since i have been at uni i have made many friends each that have their own definition everyone of them are different. I love the fact that all of them are different because it just makes them unique and i love them all for being that unique.
Wel i have been rambling and i need to go for a shower and should really clean up my room, ha ha when i get round to it :)
I'm off to enjoy the world because what is their to do :)
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