Well i have now started a blog of my own. I find it is a good little way of gettings things of the mind because when you can't say it to someone say it to your blog.
It seems i find recently that this one lone feeling keeps creeping up on me is 'longing' for something i find so elusive sometimes i don't think it exists. I thought i had it once however i didn't think it was supposed to hurt you so much. Also when you think this is what that lone feeling is and you endure the pain for it and realise that it was for nothing you feel even more stupid for it.
Maybe it is so elusive because maybe a number of us only really find it. When were lucky enough to find it or think we have found it we try hold on to it so much cause it makes you that happy.
Me personally i am confused as to whether it exists or not?
If it does exist will i find it? will i just let it pass me by? will i be so oblivious that it is right in front of my face that i will just ignore it in plain sight? so many questions that i can't answer.
I wish i could answer, it would save a whole lot of thinking on my part and this random feeling creeping up on me whenever i least expect might disapear.
Will it forever be elusive to me? or will i somehow find it?
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