What can i say....... It is 4:30 in the morning and i am balling my eyes out because everything has finally hit home. I know i have two more years of uni but without the people that made uni my home it seems rather pointless. It seems all of them have now gone home to either get a job or getting ready for a new degree or doing an apprenticeship for the next year.
I know i will make new friends as i have two years left, however none of them could ever replace the fact the friends i made became my family. One big sister that i adore so much and big brother that i couldn't live without.
I find the idea of the new year at uni daunting as when i did when i came for the first time. the idea that now i have to make sure i work hard to get what i want in my degree cause the work actually matters now. Carrying on demon TV o that it can live up to what it became this year. Most importantly not having family 10 minutes down the road to go to.
I'm thinking i need tissues now since i have finally stopped balling lol.
